problems that we faced everytime. it makes us tired, sick. was thinking how good it is to be in heaven now. ok. b4 u reprimand me, YES. it is indeed, a selfish thot. cos' there are simply too many ppl who r not saved yet. (ie, my parents, friends) but, when u noe how wonderful it is in heaven, tink all of u will oso cant wait to go. and u will see GOD! JESUS! feel the presence of Him, no more tears, no more sadness, no more sorrow, no more darkness, no more temptation, no more anger, no more................... its endless. there will only be, joy, happiness..................... its oso endless.
jus some thots.
was oso thinking abt....... how good it is to lose part of/all of my memories. ha! suprised? tink i told some of my friends abt tis. den one of the sisters replied," uh? den u will oso lose ur happy memories." tink i have another ans for her now. if i lose my memory, im jus like a person who 'live' again. i will forget abt the past. forget all troubles, sadness. though i will forget the love, but i have faith that my brothers and sisters will still love me as i m even b4 i lose my memory. den? i will feel love again. becos, u have to love others b4 u even feel loved. u may forget happy memories faster den sad ones. i oso wonder why. our 'memory machines' work this way.
jus some thots.
yahs, when i saw him, it recalls me of the sad memories, instead of the happy ones. though i do HAVE happy ones wif him. argh! it kind of bothers me a few days ago. but im ok now. =)
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met up wif jieying and chaihui 2 days ago, on friday. went to catch a movie. its EX. hmmm, chaihui forced us to. ok ba, we seldom go out. ohya, for ur info, both of them r my good buddies in pri skool, p5 p6. long uh? hahas.
we still chat alot when we see each others. both of them r still taller den me. =( sad. and they said i m forever so.. thin. I HAD GREW FATTER! dun believe, go and ask my secondary skoolmates. =) yup, both of them din really change much, we oso talked abt one of our good friend in pri skool. she went to the same sec skool as me. but, she gone astray. fr a express den drop to normal. den, retain again. if im not wrong and she did not quit skool, she shld b in sec 4na tis yr. a sad case. we were chatting and i told them the SAME OLD THING.... 'if only i hold on to her, she might not gone astray. If only i........' yahs. in life, there are so many, 'if only'. moreover, she's a christian. hmmmmmmmm......
ok, but still, the 3 of us r still gathered together. had a fun time. hope we haf more chance in future. =)
